Hai people , finally i came to blog in this super dead blog .
ALOT of things happen when i didn't blog , i'm just officially single now .
With a really broken heart , no . I don't have a heart anymore ..
I turned emo when i read the note , i was actually cheered up when the vice-prinicpal came to teach us Chemistry , i really laughed like i was before .
But when bby want to read that note , my eyes turn blury ...
I was a dumb to say ' iloveyou ' first , but you shouldn't say it back when you didn't meant it right ? )':
But not to ruin my friendship between me and her , i'm willing to bear the sufferings -smiles-
I think i won't be attached for a long time i guess , i need time myself too (:




Day 2 - Your crush
Hais , i'm going to turn real emo after typing this . Crush , now i don't know whether you're my crush or whatsoever . You really hurt my feelings too much , i don't have a heart now . Because of you , what really hurts the most is , when i said let's be normal friends , you really treated me as a normal friend . Why ? Why things become like this ? )':
There're so many questions i want to ask , too many . But i think i rather bottle it up . Because spiliting out everything won't do a shit . The one you like , is still her . You don't love me at all , you just liked . You're the only guy whose face i can really remember , never in my life have this happen to me . Yesterday night when tears flow like a running tap , your face keep popping out in my mind . The thought of what you said , makes me more wanna cry out loud .. But what's the use ? I can cry till i gone blind , and nothing will change .. I feel really lost now , i really don't know what to do .. You said you're ready to catch my fall , but no . You're the one who make me fall , from heaven , down to hell . I don't know what to say anymore , i shall end it here (':




SilentLetters.
Day 1 - Your best friend Day 2 - your crush . Day 3 - your parents . Day 4 - your sibling . Day 6 - a stranger . Day 7 - your ex boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush . Day 8 - your favourite internet friend .Day 9 - someone you wish you could meet. Day 10 - someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to. Day 11 - a deceased person you wish you could talk to. Day 12 - the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain. Day 13 - someone you wish could forgive you. Day 14 - someone you’ve drifted away from. Day 15 - the person you miss the most. Day 16 - someone that’s not in your state/country. Day 17 - someone from your childhood. Day 18 - the person that you wish you could be. Day 19 - someone that pesters your mind—good or bad. Day 20 - the one that broke your heart the hardest. Day 21 - someone you judged by their first impression. Day 22 - someone you want to give a second chance to. Day 23 - the last person you kissed. Day 24 - the person that gave you your favorite memory. Day 25 - the person you know that is going through the worst of times. Day 26 - the last person you made a pinky promise to. Day 27 - the friendliest person you knew for only one day. Day 28 - someone that changed your life. Day 29 - the person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to. Day 30 - your reflection in the mirror.