Saturday, April 11, 2009
Have youu been this stress before in your life, i ask youu@8:47 PM
let me ask youu some questions that are related to me..
have youu been lost, lonely&terribly stress before in your life?
have youu been so stress until youu are stabbing your wrist for th very first time in your life?
have youu been so stress until youu cried silently in the middle in th night, so that no one will ask youu anything, like what happened and stuff?
have youu been so stress until youu are breathless out of th sudden without any reason?
have youu been so stress until youu didn't talk to your best friend for almost three days in school even though youu two still see each other&sit together in one big round table every morning?
have youu been so stress until youu can actually sleep almost th whole day?
have youu been so stress that even though youu didn want to do anything or talking to anyone, and yet still putting up a forced smile, and laughing all your might so that no one will suspect anything and leaving youu in a corner to rot?
have youu been so stress that youu are putting up a smile, becos youu didn want anyone to worry for youu?
i am really very tired, and yet i am still putting a smile and laughing all my might on my fxcking face, and continue living my lost, lonely, dark, patheic&fxcking life.
there are no angels protecting me over harm and protecting,
but it is th devils who are destroying my life.
there are no one beside me listening to my problems when i needed one...
just leave me alone in a corner to rot
