i am officially single again,
loving no one, ambiring no one,
i am lost, lonely, living in a patheic fxcking world.
is there really an angel above me?
,protecting me from any danger&harm?
,is there a friend, that will talk to me when i am in a mess, duno what to do.
, a friend that shares my joy&happiness together with me.
but what i am experiencing, is a devil who is destorying my life,
is that a punishment for me, for hurting other pepople's feelings,
without even thinking of it, just accepting other people's love,
and taking it for granted, taking other people's money for granted,
thinking that he is just treating me as "friend" treating me for th movie tickets,
but i was wrong, i even "gave my body away" to him,
letting him kiss-ing&hugg-ing me,
ahhs, i am stupid enough cans -.-
but i will forget him, i defintely will.
no one WOULD understand what i am experiencing now,
no one COULD understand anything,
but now i will put up a smile,
a forced smile on my patheic face,
working hard for my studies, making my parents proud of me,
and forgeting about having a r/s.
aiming to th top 3 of th class, th best, th number one,
after that i will aim towards being th top in th sec2(s)
and continue living in my lonely, lost, dark patheic fxcking life,
now i will trust no one, but myself,
i am doing it, and i will do it.