09.10.09 .


He's gone , gone forever and ever .
Why things have to turn out this way ?!
Hais , now . I just wanted to concentrate on my studies ,
i really dun want to retain , my worst fear is my History ..
I scared i cant remember much about the facts .
Science also , hais ...
Stupid world , stupid life .

Deleted his number , and ALL his messages .
I'm okay today , but i'm not sure about the days i need to go pass ..
Going mia from smsing . Perhaps until the exams over , idk .
But i now going to chiong w/my studies , and ignore everything .

Monday meeting w/Minyi meih at lotone ,
ytd we meet up at the evening to chat for awhile ,
guess she also have things to solve and stress of huh .

Be strong meih . Follow your heart (:



Goodbye my love ,
iloveyou (':

{edited/ 9.19pm}

Chatted w/Aloysius just now in msn , told him everything .
He say i hurt him , isit true ? Hais , maybe i really did bahs .
But , but , hais . Nevermind le , suan le .
See what he message me bahs , hais . Currently in a loss ,
didn know what to do , can anyone tell me what to do ? ):
I hurt alot of people before , but not the one i love the most ..
HAISSSSSSSSS !!!!!!

HATE THIS FCKING WORLD LAHHHHHH !!!!